1 MORE WEEK

I've written 3 songs about ashley in the past few days! I love the way she inspires me to create and is my muse for creation! She is wonderful in every way! "I am really over just talking on the phone with you" she says. I feel the same way. This has been a great expirience . . . and now I am ready to be together again! To look in eachother's eyes and hold eachother and touch eachother and all that cool stuff . . . and even just all that not that cool stuff, like being able to smell her, or see her out of the corner of my eye, or know that we are in the same state even if we're not together. I miss it all. I bought some seriously skinny skinny jeans yesterday . . . probably the most expensive purchase of my life. Um, money is a funny thing. I'm sure I'll understand it some day . . . question mark.
Sometimes it seems like Ashley is just a story and that I'm going to have a beautiful mind moment and wake up and realize that she is only a "figment of me imagination" or an "unidentified flying cupcake" to quote ringo star in 1968's 'the Yellow Submarine'. It's hard to remeber that she's not just a voice. Sometimes I lick the phone.
I recently have been having really good scripture studies again in the morning! I am happy to report this, as it has been too long. My days have been much much more meaningful and awesome since I have started doing that again! I was reading my scriptures all along . . . but there's a difference between reading and studying, you know?! I have delved back into studying preach my gospel and it's great!
DJ, my roomate, and I have been playing a lot of soccer and working out and laying out working on our spring fittness plan - "BODY DIVINE, SPRING '09" - and it has been a really fun way to spend our time. Only now when my love is billions of miles away do I spend time getting to know some boys . . . figures.